#43 : Aren't we worthy, worthy of hearts at our feet?

I'm going to make this fast as I have loads of homeworks to be done.

School was pretty much school. I've gotten back all of my results. I flunked badly and um, the marks were disappointing. Whatever it is, I got to buck up now and do much better for End of Year examinations. Yeah, lesson learnt. Not to procastinate again and again.

English : 16/30
Maths : 25/50
Malay : 23/40
Overall Malay : 62/100
History : 3/25
Science (Chem) : 11/30
Science (Phys) : 5.5/30
English Oral : 27/40
Social Studies : A freaking D7

Friends were shocked when they saw my History marks, especially Fitri. Because I've studied for it and yes, I was shocked too. Because I'm confident I got all the points correct as I spent three hours reading and recalling every point again and again. Mdm Devi said my answers was terrific only that I mixed up both the questions and wrote the answer for 1a at ab and vice versa. And don't ask me about Social Studies. All of the assignments and class tests were all about source-based. I'm not good at source-based at everyone knows that. Science, I was never good at it since Primary School. I don't put in effort for my CA2! Ugh.

Most of the overall grades have not been told yet and I can't wait. It's Parent Teacher Conference next Thursday and I'm not sure to force Aunt to present herself. But I guess I had to. She has to know what I've been doing in class and what is the outcome. So yeah.


I'm going to skip badminton again tomorrow. Because I have this CCM thing to attend tomorrow and on Friday and I'll be damn tired. And as of today, we prepared most of the things and I'm pretty much tired myself. From standing for about one hour or so just to get that freaking thing done, to Siddiq's and Azfar's nonsence, to all the stupid games we played, to all the videos we took and to a point where I think too much and stopped after *coughs coughs*.

And yeah, school was pretty much of a routine. I'm sure all of us are waiting for the school term break which is in nine days' time. And I'll be making my way to Kuantan next Friday and Kak Hawa is going to be there! >_<" And.. fasting month. O EM GEE, O EM GEE. Anyways, Zubaidah (Zubs) posted this sentence at her blog today : "Deena, thankyou for your hugs everyday, without failure. And thankyou for your concern."

Gee, thanks Zubs. :D My hugs are always there whenever you need them and same goes for me and the rest of the group. :) And of course I'm concern. I know I've never failed to ask you how are you doing and feeling everyday don't I? Heh. I love you Zubs!

I guess this is quite a lengthy post, isn't it? Until here then. :)