A quick one since it's break fast at 7:06pm. :)
School has been pretty tiring. Especially when we can't really eat or drink during recess or lunch breaks. And I've been getting so sleepy in class. Waking up early for predawn meal and then an hour (or so) of sleep and you'll have to get out of bed for school. It's the 10th day of fasting and it's been pretty well. I managed to survive even if I eat a little or never eat at all during predawn meal.
I've been wanting to stay back for self revisions after school, but I guess I've been procastinating much and delaying my works. It's piling so much I don't think I could rush through. So many over dued homeworks and the teachers are not even blabbering about it. I just need one person to nag at me about delaying all my work and maybe I could get all the work done by this week. And I really hope nothing gets in my way, for example like going to Johore or Geylang again this weekend, because I want to spend the whole two days at home just finishing my worksheet and revisions and also remembering all points for History and Sciences.
See, I got a lot to do, but this computer has been getting my attention ever since! I just need someone to inspire me everyday. Maybe I'm asking too much. Baah. Tomorrow is Thursday and we're having PE. PE during Ramadhan? You must be kidding me. Moreover, my new Nike shoes is a real pain in the ass. It is so heavy I pant whenever I reach home or school! And it sounds like "thud, thud" whenever I walk. It so sounds like my Uncle's working boots. AHAH!
Maybe I should get things started during the Recess and lunch breaks since those are the times when I am actually free of everything. But I took the time to talk and make some funny/dirty jokes with friends. Like just now, I was doing my English homework, but Danriz and Helmy was talking behind so I decided to join in. And it was a hell of fun, I tell you. I just got to know that Helmy's grandmother is Bangladesh and his grandfather is some Arabian. And that turned him into some Malay guy and then his children will be Chinese and Indian. Haha. Hilarious. And yeah, I just got to know Danriz's grandmother is Chinese. No wonder he got the cute 'lil eyes. Ahah! (Kalau bace bende bodoh ni jangan kembang, yer Danial Hariz!)
Anyways, breakfast is 20minutes away from now. Uncle brought home Nasi Ambeng, since he asked what I wanted to eat. And I thought I had to cook for today. As Aunt has cooked Mee Bandung last three days, and Lontong Goreng last two days. And Uncle cooked Mee Sup yesterday. Uncle even requested me on cooking for today's break fast. I can't even cook for goodness sake! Except for TomYum, fried rice and maggi mee that is -_-" Other than that, I sucked.
I just want to remind myself that EOY is 19days away. Oh, snap, not the number 19 again <_>" I so hate 19.
Now I've realised, I've been so stupid. Waiting for a year and still nothing. I should have known she's better, I should have known fate is not on my side, but hers. Yeah, I should have known.
Friendships between me and Ran are over since the last two weeks. And I've never been happier. Seriously. These two years of friendship was a pain.
One came and then went away. Another came and stayed for awhile, but then went away. And you came. Will you stay this time? Or will another one come after you left? Hm.. 'Cause I fell. I fell hard this time.. I really wished this never happened. But why am I feeling this way? Sigh sigh sighhhhhhhhhh..
And my head hurts yet again. I mean come on, it's been three weeks since my head hurts so much. And Siddiq's finger had a cut. Like 1cm deep. And I was helping him put some gauzers at BPP, it was bleeding non-stop. I wasn't disgusted, but it's as though I could feel the pain. Whatever it is, Siddiq, don't fast if it bleed profusely. You'll get dizzy, and take care of your finger. Stupid, who ask you punch that glass window? End up, I scolded Azfar and Arif for not knowing on how to sweep the floor properly. Tsk. Guys are not meant to do chores, Azfar. Stop imagining on being a 'housewife'.
Until here then. Bye.
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