Things just, knock me down

It's Friday. D: Unlike any other Fridays, I'm afraid of ending this one. Because well, I'm only left with two and a half days until school re-opens. And guess how much homework I've done this one week holiday? Not even 50% of it, you bet! Told you I'm the queen of procrastination. Told you I'm cool like that! :D :D

So anyways, I have like loads of homeworks left. I've been saying this to myself, and even typed it out for so many times, but still, I make no actions out of it. I didn't do anything. Instead I kept reading novels, novels and novels instead of reading my textbooks and notes and summarize everything in my head. See, told you I procrastinate like hell.

Talking about novels. I was full of tears at the very last chapter of my Indonesian novel that I borrowed on Tuesday. Full of tears was definitely a lie, HAHAHA. I teared a bit and minutes after finishing the book, I went to sleep. See, instead of doing my Maths/Physics TYS or revise my Sciences/POA, I engrossly read a book and went to sleep after that. And what do I do after waking up after my night sleep? Blogging, MSN, Friendster, Facebook, Imeem, YouTube, and also converting songs. See see see! Told you I'm the queen of procrastinator! I hate myself for doing so. :(

It's almost eleven now, and I have loads of stuffs to do. Not forgetting the house chores. Ah, I'm just sick and tired of everything right now. I don't seem to have a life right now, even though I'm still alive and living my life right now. Things just get out of hand sometimes, and well.. you have nothing/no one to hold on to. No one really open up to you. Ahh.. how do I put it? Seems like everyone's busy with their own, seems like everyone's seems to be selfish right now.

Well, what if I'm the selfish one now, huh? Try putting in my shoes, please and thanks.

I've yet to complete my three weeks worth of Maths TYS, same goes for my Malay newspaper article and POA worksheets. Neither do I make an effort to read all my Science's notes, or even make a summarized notes. I did a lot of schedule to divide my time for e v e r y t h i n g but seems like the schedule is not really working. I'm really really behind time. I only managed to get 20% of my stuffs done. I have two days left and there's 80% of work left to do, excluding the chores, obviously.

I've yet to eat my breakfast. Afternoon will sets in, in an hour time and I've yet to bath and settle down with my books and papers. And I'm not even sure if Mom is going to bring me out today with the family. WHAT WHAT WHAT?! Going out means I have to spend one whole day with them and that's the same as not getting any work done. Should I follow, or should I not? If I go, I won't get any work done, and I have religious class tomorrow, so I have Sunday to complete everything. Oh my God, that's crazy. The longest hour I could manage to put aside on Sunday is from 11am - 8pm, and that is like only nine hours? I don't think I could finish my work! Ah, oh Gosh. Alright, I think I'm not going. :( All the fun I'll miss. Maybe I should cut religious class tomorrow.. Hm..

Goodbye readers, got to do some work. May you have better days ahead of you.