Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Credulity towards fate

Ah.. it's the end of Mock Exams. Tomorrow and Friday, are left with normal lessons and four periods of Mother Tongue Intensive Lessons. I still feel tired from all those mock exams. And I really really want to do my very best (like no one doesn't) and get it over and done with as soon as possible (like no one doesn't), so I won't have to go through another subject again.

So, we already did three sets of Mock Exam papers. All from the previous O level papers, and is all manageable, only that some of the question really got me thinking hard. Also, I didn't did well for my Paper Ones, basically because I didn't give my best. Tired, sleepy, what'd you expect? But, I have to really make sure that I'm going to give my best on Monday, and I'm going to have enough sleep the day before, so that I won't be sleepy, or feeling tired. Worst comes to worst, is to sleep on my paper. I wouldn't want that to happen.

Ah yes.. there will be a probability that Aunt will turn up for PTC tomorrow, or Friday. I hope tomorrow. After her work, I guess. Civil servants has to work harder than anyone else, but what I am worried the most is that I hope she could arrive on time. FYI, her workplace is at Yishun, so it'll take her an hour to arrive here. Ah, let's hope she arrive faster than usual. She didn't want to listen to me on taking a day off or even take a half day work. Haha, but whatever.. As long as she turns up.

I've been a good girl to Aunt. I swore to myself the only adult I'm going to be bad towards is that mother fucking witch. *SMIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIRKS* I've been cooking, and doing a bit of chores, and also played a game with Aunt. Everytime I asks her a question, and eventhough I heard what she replied to me, I'll say "huh?" and repeat myself until she gave me glare. We burst out laughing eventually, and she did it back to me. Haha, this time, I didn't even turn angry for that. And she seems to enjoy that, either, not forgetting, she enjoys my cooking, too. Improving, she says.

Oh yes, oh yes. I managed to save $10 so far in three days from my daily allowance. I hope I could reach $100, or more. I want to buy a polaroid camera for myself, using my own money. Hehehehs. Ade digital camera, taknak pakai, mati-mati nak pakai polaroid, HAHAHA. I even need to buy a few stuffs for myself, so I hope I could save without using them at all. Told ya I'm desperate. Oh yeah.. I need a new MP3, too. Gosh.

Before the previous post, I have typed out something and saved it in drafts. I thought that, getting angry over witch is appropriate, but to blog something that would tarnish her image and all, I think I will post it in the near future, when I think that it is worth tarnishing her "great" image. Anyways, I don't give a damn to her. Why should I? Does she deserve my respect? No. Does she need me in the first place? No. And neither do I need her. I have my Aunt and Uncle over here, and I'm damn happy, contented, satisfied and (insertwordthatrelatestohappy).

Before I forget, I was late for school on Tuesday. Well, it's partly my fault for leaving the house at 7am. The LRT should be blamed for it. The train that I should take, somehow almost broke down. It was moving at a very very slow speed, and it's worst than my grandmother, I tell you. HAHAH, whatever lah. I want to surf the Internet, and read my Peribahasa again. And if I have the time, I'm going to have the dictionary for dinner. I hope all the pages that I'll eat would be digested in my brain, and hopefully I would be able to do the paper smoothly. Haha, wishful thinking. I'm going to revise all the past year papers.

And Zubaidah! Haha, after school today was the same as the day we were so kecoh in the LRT. Hahah, people might think we're crazy but heck, I still love it. :D

I'm done here. Good luck to those whose taking the paper on Monday.

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