Meet me halfway

Here I am, finally and at last in front of the computer, updating my "almost dead" blog. The last time I update my blog was the last few days of January, and now it's February. Truthfully, I never thought that my Poly life would turn out to be like this. I always thought Poly life had a bit of freedom (which was true) and a bit of slack due to the modules we have in school. But it turned out to turn me into a pig.

I get more tired these days, and I always lack of sleep. Sometimes, I just want to continue my sleep in the bus, but that'll make me look stupid and the people on the bus will show me the "Wake up, bitch!" face right after I wake up. ROFLMAO. I feel so tired and sleepy everyday. I think I kind of lied when I say I'm adapting to the surrounding. Maybe everything except for the schedules.

Right before Mindworks today, I bumped into Edwayne and we had a short talk. He said he's having panda eyes and lack of sleep. I think everyone have a same thing in common : Lack of sleep. These days, I even sacrificed my time to watch variety shows to sleep instead of watching them. Even while I'm sitting down, I just feel like closing my eyes, or just stone. My way of resting. But, it just feels the same after waking up.

Anyways, rumors were around saying that we're having Maths Quiz today. But end up we're having it on Friday. And finally, I'm going to go to school on a Friday morning. After that we're going for industry visit without going for lunch first. What shit is this! Or are we having it? Lol. I forgot my schedule. But whatever..

Oh yes. Everytime I see you, it's always after Maths lesson. You don't have to say "Alahai, Maths.. pening kepale.", "Nasib i tak amek Maths." or whatever fuck you want to say. I want to take engineering not because I want to or am interested in it. I'm doing it for my future sake, so you better shut your mother fucking mouth about the maths I'm doing. I don't want to know what you fucking feel, nabey chibyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.