Rewind

School's going to start in two weeks' time and I don't like the feeling of having to go through something new again. I know it's all a part and parcel of life and we could adapt very easily since we're young, but I just don't like the feeling of having to be in another new environment. Not long ago, sometime in January, we were put into a new environment, and we are damn prone to environment, we have to go through that again.

It's not that I hate it so much, but it's just making me uncomfortable in some ways, you know?

Anyways to my girls (Feqa, Fitri and Zubaidah).. to tell the truth, it was because I believed that we all can, that was why I was disappointed that we're not going to be together (in one school) anymore. I think I've put my hopes up too high. I was not able to say this, but.. I was very thankful to have the three of you by my side for four long and short years. The years that we went through together, thick and thin. There were lots of obstacles, don't you guys agree? Through it all, you guys were the ones who would be there with me. :)

Those years of suffering(?) and happiness, where could I find that again? Nowhere. Not anywhere, not with anyone. I wasn't able to say these into detail and I was not able to type it out. But today, I could.

You guys were the bestest (and you guys still are). You guys were the only ones I could hope for when something is not right. And you guys were the only ones that I could hold on to. You guys know that best and no one is able to replace you guys. Keep that in mind.

I hope we could all keep in touch. All the best in your future endeavours and give your all for everything that you've decided to do. You know I will keep supporting you no matter what decision you guys make. Love love. ♥