What life has to offer

Nobody said it was going to easy. Nobody even said it was going to be tough. Nobody said anything about what life has to give. But what I know is that, shouldn't we accept life as it is? But why are we so stubborn. Trying to change things at the last minute. Trying to make things right. When everything just can't be right? People try so hard, but is it worth it? From what I see.. they just hurt themselves by trying so hard to change what life has to give. But is it wrong to change it?

What about the people who managed to change it? Was it worth your energy? While some tries to hold on to things that they believe, some let go. Some just risks their life. But I guess they let go because they want to know who will fight with them, who will catch them when they fall after they let go and who will ignore. But some just don't have the courage to let go at all because they thought holding on to everything was worth it.

But seriously. Tell me. Which is more worth it? When life gives you something, should you accept it the way it is, or try to change it to fit into your life? When life gives you something no one can offer, should you accept it even if it is going to be hard? Even if you have to go through several obstacles? Even if you have to face so much risks? Would people have that much courage to do so? I doubt. But.. I want to know whether it is very worth it to do either one? 'Cause right now. I am just trying to do both, but I just can't.

Who should I call, who should I ask for help, who should I go to when I can't reach to the top? When I don't have that much energy to run anymore? When my legs are numb and feel cramped when I can't swim anymore? When I just can't sit when my backbones hurt so much? When I only have a few more minutes to live? When I have only one person to go to, to call. Who should I find? Who is worth it?

Nobody knows.